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Okay. o.o Once I'm done making the forums and categories, we then need to make the subforums. That is the big job. Basically, you go through all the RP threads we just archived and make those into forums (never include pictures, if any). Also, for the barracks' and captain's offices, there will just be a forum called, "Division barracks and offices", instead of forums for each one. x.x And for Karakura, only make the important areas into forums. There should be no more than 10-15 subforums in any one forum. I'm gonna finish making the actual forums, then I have to do dishes. You can start on Hell and Hueco Mundo until I'm back if you want, Kizo. n.n

And now, I'm being kicked out of the house at the end of the summer. Blood is thicker than water my ass. Fucking cunts.

Wow........That's fucking ridiculous e.e But hopefully you'll go get a hotel and stay there for awhile till your able to get a place...

I say moon the grad crowd >.> Gets the message through more than a finger in my opinion, hell just show up at grad in the most ridiculous thing you can pull out of your closet. Your family is being fucking stupid, obviously, and they should all go to hell and rot e.e You'll be better off without them, when you leave burn the bridge forever then just refuse to speak to any of them again, they don't need to be in your life if they're going to do bullshit like that.

That would really get the message across. O.o But now, they're forcing me to go dress shopping, and I hate dresses! Who the fuck cares what I wear under the gown? No one will even see it! -.- You wouldn't believe how annoying the people are at stores. Every 5 seconds when I'm trying something on, they come and ask how I'm doing. And my mom is out there bitching about how indecisive I am. Well, maybe you shouldn't have bitched so much about me getting a god damn dress... can someone PLEASE shoot me

If it's with a heavy sedative then sure >.> But nothing more than a tranq...I'm not even around those people and I wanna bitch slap 'em all e.e If you felt like it I'd come out of the try on booth in nothing, no dress or normal clothes, then say "This is what I'm wearing underneath my gown, now shut the fuck up and back the fuck off!"

I don't think I would go that far. Dx Then, we went to get food, and we got curry, which was awesome. Then my mom just looks at me and says "this is the worst food I've ever had" ._. Then why the fuck did you get it? My whole family are a bunch of hicks. They all think that anything different from what they're used to is just fuckes up and wrong. e.e This is why I like being around friends instead.

Damn e.e I wish you could just ditch 'em...Can you? >.> If not then that really bites DX Just hope you'll be home soon or something, or somewhere where you can just get away without them noticing you missing.

I can't just run away. I just gotta put up with them I guess.

Damn >.<

If you cant run you can always diwk pawnch them x3

Meet the pyro has just been released!!!



I'll let you know if I think of something for the personal issues.

I don't even know what that's about x.x

For some reason, graduating is important to parents. I remember telling my mom that i did not want to even walk. Cap and gown was over eighty bucks, and the outfit i needed to where underneath was just about the same. Thats money down the drain.. Lets hope your school isn't as strict as mine when it comes to walking across the stage. You can't do a little dance, thumbs up to the crowd, or anything. If so, you wil not get your diploma. So a moon or a middle finger would probally mean "No Diploma". -,-

Girls had it lucky. All they need are dresses and shoes.

Guys had to wear a dress shirt, slacks, shoes, and tie. All of which i did not have, at the time that i graduated.

Suffer through it, my mom always complain about something. To the point where i am like "Please, just shut up." But i suffer through it, its not as bad as i make it at the time. Its life, we have to deal with it at times. Sometimes we all overreact to minor things, like our parents being annoying assholes, which at times, they are. Still love them though, unless they were just horrible, i mean really horrible. Hmm, why am i rambling? XD

Anyway, i had a anime day today. Watch some Bleach and Naruto movies. Finally saw Fade To Black, was pretty cool though.

Also, how is everyone?

Bored, dissapointed and just in a shitty mood, I'll be offline for the rest of the night here in a few. No need to moderate when no one's online. >.<

>_> That only occured once, so there is no need for you to bring it up or mention it.

I don't even know who you're talking too..

I fell asleep, with the comp on, and it was on this page..Apparently I had to hide before logging off...Still, no one's actually on....So for positives I'll be actually leaving after this post.

Dick pawnch! O_o

Yeah, I know. But honestly I can't wait until they make me move out. Sure, I'll be paying for a lot of shit, but I'll have freedom... honestly, the only reason I wanted to move out so badly was so that my "best friend" at the time could come live with me to escape her own crappy living conditions. Now that I don't have anyone to defend, I'm honestly just done with life and bored as fuck. I feel like I don't have a purpose. e.e And now, even my dreams are pissing me off.

Purposelessness is a purpose; It is the belief that since you lack purpose, there's nothing holding you back from doing as you please. besides, If a person spends all their time wondering about their purpose, they miss chances to actually go out and find it. And I wouldn't give up on life just yet; with the amount you have left, you will find something to do eventually. who needs a great plan when one can sit back and enjoy the moment.

@Ign: While I agree with your overall point which is: Don't give up and live in the moment, I think after awhile of wandering without a plan things become repetitious and make you wanna bang your head into a wall >.>


However I think generally he's right, there's no need to worry too much given the fact you've still got plenty of time, enjoy whatever happy things come your way.

I guess... n.n

Exactly ^.^ Also live so you can make all the haters rue the day they fucked with you =3= It's what I look forward to, when I'm finally at that point in life where I can look all those who fucked with me in the eye and give 'em the worlds biggest fuck you =3= XD

It's not enough for me... v.v I need someone to live for. I need someone who depends on me. Idk why... I just have always felt that way. Probably from watching way too much anime when I was a kid. e.e

Well you'll find someone who'll need you again, right now your online family needs you >.>

I know. >.< I worked on the new site a bit last night. I can't seem to get much inspiration these days. :/

Have you considered being a therapist/Retirement home worker? You'd be able to have people rely on you and get paid for it. of course, you'd need to put up with other people's crap (metaphorically for the former, literally for the latter), but that's part of what taking care of someone is all about; protecting them from everyone, including themselves.

As for me, I don't need someone to protect, but I can't stand to watch anyone else having troubles. I feel too much empathy to just do nothing without trying. I f they tell me to bugger off though, I do. it's they're decision after all.

I've considered therapist, but I'm not overly sympathetic to people I don't know. I'm pretty cold until I get to know someone. Retirement home, never. Most old people just annoy me. >.< As a profession, it just wouldn't do anything for me. I need to have a close bond with someone. Like I did with Rin. Tsk, I still can't believe all this happened. e.e At least I'm more sociable now, since I don't feel like I'm bound to her anymore.