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Okay. o.o Once I'm done making the forums and categories, we then need to make the subforums. That is the big job. Basically, you go through all the RP threads we just archived and make those into forums (never include pictures, if any). Also, for the barracks' and captain's offices, there will just be a forum called, "Division barracks and offices", instead of forums for each one. x.x And for Karakura, only make the important areas into forums. There should be no more than 10-15 subforums in any one forum. I'm gonna finish making the actual forums, then I have to do dishes. You can start on Hell and Hueco Mundo until I'm back if you want, Kizo. n.n

Worst? -,-

That would be right .-.

I'm back... I actually ran out of the school when I saw her... I don't know why. I need to stop being so fucking pathetic! Honestly, before, I was so much stronger. I didn't care about shit ajd I knocked the shit out of anyone who pissed me off. Now I'm just a wimp...

It's not whimpy...I understand that you did it because right now you don't wanna see her, that's a whole complicated mess that...Well it's not really easy to deal with, so no one can blame you for doing what you did.

But it's been a month now... I shouldn't still be hurting this much... idk what is wrong with me.

I'd be shocked if after a month you'd be parading about all happy like, I think, given the situation and my understanding of it and your guy's history, that this is actually normal....I think it's actually pretty normal that you're still shaken about it, I know I would be.

Meh. v.v

I think I just need a new best friend, to fill the void or whatever.... As stupid as that sounds. Whenever I or a friend moved away before I came to Orillia, I'd get like this, but not as bad, 'cause technically we were still friends, we just couldn't see each other. Whenever I met a new person who I could chill with and eventually become "best friends", I would become happy again, and forget about the last one. Now, because of this, I'm thinking of all my old friends... I was just so blissfully happy, I didn't care. I had the one thing I wanted. I need to find it again soon or I will end up losing it.

Well hopefully you'll find it soon, or maybe you've already found it but don't see it quite yet for some reason..Sometimes we have what we need/want without even realizing it, it usually takes something big to make us notice that we already have it..Just gotta look around I suppose, look at whom you're friends with and see if any of them fit what you're looking for.

I don't have many... honestly, the person I talk to the most right now is Ignaeon, and I've only known him for a few weeks, maybe a month... I'm glad about that, since otherwise, I would pretty much be alone. Whenever I try to get Sarah to come hang out, she doesn't answer me... v.v Some of the people here, like you, Kizo, I feel I'm good friends with, but I can't forge a strong bond like I had with Rin over the internet... it just isn't the same.

I understand completely, bonds through a screen are harder to forge without actually seeing the person a couple of times, though I myself become attached to people I meet online...o.o Meh, not like it matters how you meet people, what's important at the end of the day is knowing they'd stick their neck out for you if they had to...Or form a giant mob of pitch forks and torches to take down your enemies >.>

But at least you have people to hang out with, so take some joy from that ^.^

I find the best way to meet new people is to open one's self to new experiences, and to just randomly join in on the conversations of others. eventually, you become part of the group.

I know...

Everytime, I'm in a group, and say something, I usually get ignored by the majority of them.

Don't let that stop you, eventually, they'll break. anyway, time for bed. remember, download team fortress 2.

That happens to me all the time, even with people I know e.e I try talking to them then they up and move, leaving me alone -.- Asshats, we don't need to be around people who ignore us...I spent a con alone due to no one to talk to >.> Blech, anyway, persistence is usually rewarded, keep trying with different people till eventually you find someone.

Yeah, I will.

That sucks, Kizo... I think I may try to ask this one girl to hang out... but she's the same as I was... she has this friend that she always hangs out with.. I know how those people think. They don't think they need anyone else.

O.o -Ladidadadadilada-

Still couldn't hurt to try, if not there's always someone else.

Now that school is over, I will never find anyone. It's over. I'm going to be sad forever.

No you're not, thinking like that will prevent you from finding happiness >.>

Well I can't help it...

I know you can't...But, you gotta at the least try >.<

There is nobody at your job that is your age and is cool? You can try messaging friends on facebook, see if they want to hang or something. What about your friend that just moved back? I thought you said she is someone who can hang with you? There is also Ignaeon(spelt it wrong). And your Magic friends.

That's true o.o You'll meet a ton of people at magic o.o

Yeah, I know I have friends, but not really bonds. I just feel like I'm unable to forge any now.

Well you will eventually, the problem is you've gotta be willing to forge them.